Did you ever now
All that I went through
All I have is gone
All I had was you
But you would never know
Cause you just looked away
As if you couldn’t face
What I had to say
And I only needed you
You’ll never understand
How I felt inside
When I held your hand
Yet you shrugged me off
And pushed me off your shoulder
And so I sat and wept
As my tears grew colder
And you could never know
Cause me you’ve grown to hate
Whatever I did wrong
It’s punishment seals my fate
And you could never love
Any other boy
You’ll trick them with your heart
And use them as a toy
And you could never know
What it’s like to care
For someone with all your heart
For someone who isn’t there
Why couldn’t you tell the truth
That you never really loved me
And lead down this path
Where I felt so lonely
And even now I ask
How I could ever forgive you
Though friends say I can’t
My conscious says I have to
Cause you I won’t be like
Careless and cold-hearted
And still my pain is great
I wish it never started
Did you ever know
The troubles you have caused
I gave it all for you
And all I had is lost
And if we meet again
After such a while
I may have the strength to speak
Yet I won’t wear a smile
Cause you will never know