You showed me how small I am

You showed how small I am
Revealed my inner weakness
But through You
I still have strength
And yet I’m dying
I fear I’m failing
And slipping further from you
I’m losing You

I can’t live to Your standards
I can’t make Your mark
No matter how hard I try
Devils and demons prevent me
War rages within me
My chest no longer beats
My heart has frozen cold
Part of me seeks to live
A portion seeks to die
And I won’t live this death further
I wish to die
You live for me

You showed how small I am
Revealed my inner darkness
And now through You
I now have light
And now I want to
Die to death
Live to You
Be loved through You
You make me want to love again

I believe
You will save me
You already have
And now I’m glad
I thirst forward to You
I live for only You
For You above all love me
You paid the debt
I can never repay